life on a roller coaster

Things are up in the air with my baby's sperm donor, I haven't heard from him in awhile so I have no clue if he is still wanting to take me to court or if he is staying away since there is a child support order on his ass..I really have no clue but let him try and take me to court because I have been in her life the whole time where he has chosen to be in and out of her life and hasn't done a damn thing to be a father to her. So i'm riding on a roller coaster with that chapter in my life, but the next chapter in my life has to do with how much my baby is growing up and wow is she growing fast!  She is going on 8 months weighing close to 15 lbs. (yes she is still small for 8mo.) and she is talking so much gibberish that all i can do is smile and laugh.  She is a happy little girl and I couldn't ask for more.  That is to the help of a great boyfriend who treats her like his own flesh n' blood, and my wonderful gurl who has always been her baby momma from the time I found out I was pregnant. All together my family who is around helps keep us both happy and i'm thankful for their help.  Life is going good right now i'm just hoping it stays that way.